1999年3月29日 星期一

艾蜜莉‧狄金生詩選#280 I felt a Funeral in My Brain

#280 I felt a Funeral in My Brain

I felt a Funeral,in My Brain,

And Mourners to and fro

Kept treading-treading-till it seemed

That Sense was breaking through-


And when they all were seated,

A Service, like a Drum-

Kept beating-beating-till I thought

My Mind was going numb-


And then I heard them lift a Box

And creak across my Soul

With those same Boots of Lead, again,

Then Space -began to toll,


As all the Heavens were a Bell,

And Being,but an Ear,

And I ,and Silence,some strange Race

Wrecked,solitary,here-


And then a Plank in Reason,broke,

And I dropped down,and down-

And hit a World,at every plunge,

And Finished knowing-then-



在腦中,我感到——葬禮,

哀悼者來來去去

不停地踩著——踩著——直到

意義像似快有所突破——


他們坐定後,

葬禮儀式,像只鼓——

不停地敲打——敲打——直到

我心木麻——


然後我聽到他們舉起一個箱子

再次地,以那些相同的鉛鞋

傾軋過我的靈魂

然後空間——開始響起喪鐘,


如同所有的天堂是個鈴,

而存在,是一只耳朵,

而我與靜默,是一種奇怪的族類

翻覆於此,獨寞孤零——


然後理性支架,崩裂,

我掉落,掉落——

撞到一個世界,

然後終於知解——


《艾蜜莉狄金生詩選》,董恆秀&賴傑威譯,木馬文化

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